Today I turn 19 and it felt different than any other year. First I didn’t spend it with my best friend and second my grandma and my boyfriend weren’t here to spend this day with me because they’re no longer here with us. I missed having my grandma waking me up with loud music singing happy birthday to me and I missed waking up to my boyfriend next to me saying happy birthday and giving me a kiss saying “happy birthday baby there’s no place I would rather be I love you more than life itself” there’s no better feeling than that. I miss them soo much but I know that wherever they are they’re doing the same thing and wishing me the best birthday. My best friend was able to call me and text me and that made my day better. I can’t complain I had a good birthday and I thank god for letting me get to my 19th birthday through all the obstacles.